Confession! I am in a non-serious relationship with my best

Confession! I am in a non-serious relationship with my best friend's spouse. We three have been the closest of friends since our school years. They were a nice couple since school, and I never viewed her as anything but a friend. They eventually married after college, and our connection stayed as strong as ever. Let's refer to them as M (the husband) and S (the wife). All of us are software engineers and reside in the same city, so we chose to share rental spaces. I ended up leasing a unit in the same community as they did. I entered into a relationship, and after being engaged for 10 months, we were on the verge of marriage; then one day, my fiancée's family concludes that she merits an NRI. My fiancée didn't put up any resistance, so it all fell apart for me. At that moment, my closest friend, M, and his spouse, S (who is also one of my best friends), came to help me. They assisted me in coping with the trauma, supported me in therapy sessions, and comforted me during my crises. I improved in roughly 5 months and felt thankful for both of them. They persuaded me to establish a habit of dining together every three days. Sharing the same society, we consented to this routine. One evening during dinner, M went to the restroom and slipped, striking his chest against the tap and then the toilet. He fractured 2 ribs and needed to be rushed to the emergency room. I brought him to the hospital and spent the night by his side. He was placed in the ICU, and I updated S about the situation. She felt anxious yet also thankful for my presence. The following morning, the same thing occurred when I arrived at their house for breakfast. We made love prior to having breakfast, showering, and taking a nap. M spent 4 days and 5 nights in the hospital, maintaining this schedule throughout the stay. Once he got discharged, our escapade came to a halt, but we still occasionally meet up in hotels. She cares for M and obviously communicated to me to approach this lightly. I also do not wish to terminate a lifelong friendship with either of them, merely to continue for the sake of it. I’m unable to disclose this to anyone

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